Patricia McBride No. 05 [April 15, 1987]

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I'm sorry, I'm not sure if I can help you.

I'm sorry, I'm not sure if I can help you.

I'm sorry, I'm not sure if I can help you.

I'm sorry, I'm not sure if I can help you.

I'm sorry, I'm not sure if I can help you.

You're not doubled, so you do hear the sounds.

And does the wind blow in? I mean, the first three nights I couldn't sleep here.

It was so noisy.

I was used to solitude in our old apartments.

Even in New York? In New York, we didn't hear sounds in our other apartment.

That's wonderful.

The bathroom was sort of in the back.

I'm ready? We're ready? Oh, okay.

Okay, here we go.

All right.

Starting out, tell me about the first time you met Ruth Page.

Well, it was many.

I can't even remember how many years ago.

It was probably in the early 70s.

And I was invited to dance her Nutcracker there.

And I went, had a great time.

I went with my husband Jean -Pierre Banffou.

And we brought our balancing version of the pas de deux.

And we did her opening.

And I remember I shared a dressing room with Ruth.

And it was a terrific experience.

I mean, it was so much fun.

She would come in and she wore the most outrageous clothes.

I mean, it was always a thrill to see what she'd be wearing next and what she'd be doing.

I mean, she also, I remember she had a sort of, I think it was purple tights and a yellow skirt that was sort of slit all the way up her leg.

And I thought, well, that is just great.

She's really ahead of her time.

And she did bar every day.

She'd come work out, do her bars.

And I remember she said, oh, your husband is so handsome.

I think he's just such a handsome man.

And she was really, you know, happy.

It was a happy experience working with her.

What had you heard about her before you met her? Do you remember? I hadn't really heard too much because her company, of course, I knew of her, of course.

And I think I had, I did have met her casually just to me.

And say hello.

But I think I knew her most through a dear friend of mine, Andy Wendick, who knew her very well.

So we had, he was a great admirer of hers.

And we had talked about how incredible she was.

I mean, she is an incredible woman.

You know, she's fun to be around.

She's a wonderful person.

Now, when you say she's an incredible woman, she is fun to be around, what other kinds of, are there some experiences? Wait, wait, wait, wait.

Yes, because we're hearing a subway? I think I can approve this now by using the shotgun microphone.

It's really, really booming.

Is it booming? All right.

Just take them off.

Go ahead, Rol.

There's a wonderful story that she tells about going and looking at the people on the nude beaches at San Tropez and saying, oh, they look perfectly awful.

And then she said, she looked over and here was this group of beautiful boys.

And so naturally she said, I went over there and there they were.

And they began to say, hi, Ruth, how are you? She realized that it was the boys from the Royal Ballet.

That's so funny.

She is terrific.

You started to say before that you really admire her.

Oh, I do, because I think that in her day, first of all, to be a woman choreographer, it must not have been easy.

And she just persevered.

And she just, she did what she wanted.

I think she did great work with the ballets that she brought.

I mean, she did ballets that nobody was doing, like the opera ballets and bringing them to life story ballets.

And she loved them.

It was a really good work.

And she'd worked with so many terrific people.

I remember I once breezed through Chicago and I stopped at the opera and I saw Harold Crotsburg doing, I guess it was Carmina Barana at that time.

And I went back and I saw Ruth.

And it just was, it's always kind of exciting to be around Ruth because she's just very vivacious, interested and interesting.

You know, and you always know that it's going to be lots of surprises and good things in store.

What was it like working on The Merry Widow? Well, it was hard for me because I got a call from Ruth asking me to do it.

And I said, oh, Ruth, I just can't because I haven't danced and I just had my baby.

And I really didn't want to dance.

And I said, I'm really in terrible shape.

And she sort of got me to do it.

And it was a wonderful experience.

She said that Larry Long would teach us, it would be all the New York City ballet dancers.

My partner would be Peter Martins.

And I was a little dubious about doing it because I felt that I wasn't that ready.

You know, I felt overweight.

And I was nervous about dancing again after taking a year off.

And she just made me feel wonderful.

She made me feel like I could do it and, you know, don't worry about it.

I think, you know, when I did do the Nutcracker for her, she always made me feel wonderful.

She made me feel special as a dancer, you know.

I felt appreciated.

And I wanted to do it for her.

And the experience of doing Mary Widow, I was really looking forward to.

It's such a glamorous role and the music's wonderful.

And she sent me a tape that I could look at and see, you know, I think if I wanted to do it.

And I looked at it.

I loved it.

And we did it in a really short amount of time.

We had two weeks of rehearsing in New York.

Actually, it was five days, ten days.

And then we flew to Chicago and filmed it.

And I was very nervous.

But she was there.

And she was very supportive.

What kinds of things does she say to give you a supportive feeling? Like, for example, what would you? Well, does she seem pleased at what she was seeing? And that gives a lot of confidence to you.

And you feel like you're not quite up to it.

And I kept saying, I'm really not in that great.

And she just said, you know, it looks fine.

And it looks good.

And there are a lot of people who would say that, a lot of people do say, Well, George Balanchine is one tradition, indeed, almost his own.

Well, it would be too far to say genre, but certainly his own.

And Ruth Page, it's entirely different kinds.

It's an entirely different kind of choreography.

Can you talk about the differences between, after all, you're a Balanchine ballerina, the differences between the two? Well, I grew up as a Balanchine dancer.

Excuse me, we can't have the walking.

Mynella? She's gone.

Okay.

You can't compare the differences.

I mean, you can't compare a Balanchine to a Ruth Page.

There's no way you could compare them.

You know, Ruth was doing something in totally different, in a different vein than Mr.

Balanchine was.

And of course, I felt right at home having ballets choreographed for me by this great genius.

And to go to something like the Merry Widow was so much fun, you know, to have a story ballet with being a character.

It was very appealing and something that I really loved, wearing beautiful costumes.

And having a full work, you know, a full evening of dance there.

But there's no way you could compare the two because choreographically, you know, they're worlds apart.

And I think that, you know, I know that Ruth thought so much of Mr.

Balanchine, and I think Mr.

B probably really liked Ruth.

He ever say anything to you about Ruth? No.

Did you, when you went to dance the Merry Widow, you knew that a lot of really quite famous ballerinas had danced it before you? How does that bother you when you do it? And you knew that you were dancing it for television, so this was going to be the performance.

Does that ever bother you when you're dancing a role that, you know, a lot of other dancers have danced? Oh, no.

No.

I don't think so.

Does it make it more of a challenge? I, now that you mention it, I hadn't even thought about it.

It didn't even enter my mind.

Because I knew that what I would bring would be something different.

And I just think that I took the joy of dancing that, those steps, and that, with that music.

I mean, I have always loved waltz, you know, and I wish I could do Merry Widow again.

And I'd love to do it on stage.

You know, I'd love to do a real performance of it.

In a performance, in a real theater would be great.

But I really hadn't thought about that.

Or other roles either.

I think when I was young, I did.

When I was first starting out as a dancer, I was so kind of imbued with the beauty of those great ballerinas, the Balanchine ballerinas who did the roles that I later danced.

And they left such a vivid impression on, you know, my being.

That I, of course, I was intimidated by the ballerinas.

But because I hadn't really ever seen the Merry Widow done by anyone.

And so I had nothing to be, you know, concerned about.

When you looked at the performance afterward, when you saw the videotape, what, oh, there's the, there's the.

Can you ask me a question? Okay.

What new thing did, if anything, did you see about Patricia McBride as you looked at yourself in that role? Was there anything new that you saw? What struck you about it that was? I don't know.

I remember the first day was a disaster.

I felt I did my worst.

It was the first dance, the red dance with the boys.

And I was very depressed that evening because I thought, oh, it's so hard, first of all, to go to start filming.

When you don't have an audience there, I felt a little silly.

I didn't feel like I was really into it.

And I think it took a while, you know, to really get into it.

And the more days we went by, the more I felt really with it.

But it just took a long time.

And as far as seeing it, I liked what I saw.

I think it came off really very well.

I loved seeing those beautiful costumes and especially I love the last, that last dance and the white gown with the black hat.

I don't often see myself looking that way, you know, in beautiful costumes.

We don't wear that many costumes in New York City Ballet.

And it was a very sumptuous performance, you know, the sets.

It was a very nice experience working and all the dancers from City Ballet, you know, were there.

So it was a very comfortable experience.

And Becky Wright, too, and George were there.

So that was very nice to see them dancing.

And Larry, Larry did, he went in at the last minute.

He did his, you know, original role.

And Warren did.

Warren Conover.

Conover did that also.

So it was a very nice experience, you know.

Tell me a little bit about Saint Tropez, visiting in Saint Tropez and what it was like.

Oh, well, my husband being French, we were visiting.

And where his family was, and we were in the south of France.

And Ruth had said, oh, if you're ever near, please come down and visit.

So we took her up on this invitation and we went.

Her friend John Terrace was there, who's a good friend of ours.

And we went to her house and it was wonderful.

She had said that it's on the street that Brigitte Bardot lived.

And she had a wonderful, wonderful house, you know, with I think old memories.

She has, she's a collector and she has many things that she's collected over the years.

And we had a wonderful time.

She took us to the beach.

It was just before Jean -Pierre and I got married.

And we just had a wonderful time.

It was, we always have a good time with Ruth, though, wherever we go.

She kind of knows how to entertain and make people feel at ease and having a good time.

What is it, people say that all the time, and certainly I know her well and know that it's true.

What is that quality about her that you find most inviting? Well, I think down deep, you trust her because you know what she says is honest from her own point of view.

If she says she likes something, she really likes it, you know.

And she has a youthfulness about her and she's not a stuffy.

I mean, she's kind of a free spirit.

I feel that she's always kind of done what she wanted, even though, you know, nothing is easy.

And it probably wasn't easy for her, you know, being a woman and choreographing and, you know, having those strains of having your own company and being, you know, very responsible.

You know, it's a very difficult thing to do.

But she has a whole lot of gumption and spirit and stick -to -it -iveness that I think has probably enabled her to triumph over a great many things.

I think so.

When you think about her, when you think about Ruth, what's the first thing about her that comes to your mind? Well, she's a real character.

I mean, a lovable, dear, fun person.

And I think I admire her because she has such a love of dance.

She likes it.

You know, she's only there because she's doing what she loves to do.

And she needs to release all these creative things.

She has a mind that's busy, that's, you know, full of ideas.

And she did all these wonderful ballets because she had to.

And she's, you know, she entertained at the same time as bringing and giving dancers, you know, a place to work, you know.

And she did a really great thing for Chicago all those years.

You know, they didn't really have a company.

If it wouldn't have been for Ruth Pates, where would the dancers would have been? And she was sort of a mother.

I mean, it was like a mother figure who is kind of half mother and also, you know, boss and choreographer.

But I think she always had warmth.

She's a very warm person, a very loving person.

And she had a great desire to choreograph, you know, and she stuck to it.

And, you know, it was wonderful.

I'm sorry.

When you think of her accomplishments, it's fine.

She'll cut this and make this wonderful.

Oh, yes.

Oh, don't worry.

It is going great.

We need to change tape now.

We need to just change video.

I'm getting so nervous.

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