WEBVTT 1 00:00:24.960 --> 00:00:26.360 You 2 00:00:53.840 --> 00:00:54.760 Know 3 00:00:54.760 --> 00:00:56.160 You know I've been thinking 4 00:00:56.800 --> 00:00:58.720 With all these cars in the road 5 00:00:58.720 --> 00:01:00.920 And with all these crazy heedless drivers 6 00:01:01.740 --> 00:01:07.360 Nowadays you have to be more careful than ever when you drive. I mean you're right. You're very right 7 00:01:08.320 --> 00:01:13.620 You know I think that's the reason why I don't want to learn how to drive it gives me a very tense feeling 8 00:01:13.620 --> 00:01:18.760 Not all the time just when I'm riding in a car actually there's no reason to feel tense 9 00:01:18.760 --> 00:01:22.160 I mean if you just watch things closely. There's nothing to worry about 10 00:01:23.040 --> 00:01:28.140 The drive for a few years you become very skillful at recognizing the trouble spots I guess so 11 00:01:28.960 --> 00:01:33.060 But what bothers me is those people that just turn in front of you without any warning I 12 00:01:33.940 --> 00:01:40.260 Mean doesn't happen very often, but when it does I can't even enjoy the trip. I get so scared me, too 13 00:01:40.260 --> 00:01:42.460 Well actually I don't get scared 14 00:01:42.460 --> 00:01:45.080 It's a different but related kind of emotion 15 00:01:45.660 --> 00:01:49.280 It feels like all my senses and all my involuntary 16 00:01:49.280 --> 00:01:54.000 Reactions come together and they help to save me from an accident. Oh, I understand 17 00:01:54.640 --> 00:01:58.640 At least I think I do but with me. I don't think it would work that way 18 00:01:58.640 --> 00:02:00.520 I just get scared and freeze at the wheel 19 00:02:01.360 --> 00:02:05.600 That's how I am about all those kinds of situations. I mean it's not just cars 20 00:02:06.220 --> 00:02:11.100 It's that everything mechanical is just completely beyond my understanding 21 00:02:11.100 --> 00:02:14.740 I know it upsets me to watch you trying to open a can 22 00:02:14.740 --> 00:02:18.460 I think you're the only person I've known who could murder himself with a can opener 23 00:02:20.660 --> 00:02:21.460 Everything mechanical 24 00:02:22.660 --> 00:02:27.020 You know little tubes that maybe comes in you turn them and the makeup comes up 25 00:02:27.020 --> 00:02:29.720 Yes for me half the time I turn them and nothing happens 26 00:02:29.720 --> 00:02:34.180 Then the other half of the time when they do go up I can't get them to go back down again 27 00:02:34.180 --> 00:02:37.880 Oh lately I don't turn them at all. I just leave it in there take it out with a brush 28 00:02:39.440 --> 00:02:44.540 How do you do? I'm Bruno Kaufman and I'm not related to anyone else named Kaufman 29 00:02:44.540 --> 00:02:47.640 If that's what you're going to ask me and this is Sylvie Myers 30 00:02:49.600 --> 00:02:54.400 I feel I should tell you see you don't think we're just bursting in or anything like that 31 00:02:54.400 --> 00:02:56.320 We're friends of Sheldon's and he asked us 32 00:03:01.140 --> 00:03:04.960 What an interesting group of friends you have and your apartment too 33 00:03:04.960 --> 00:03:10.500 What I mean is it looks very different or very typical depending on your point of view 34 00:03:10.500 --> 00:03:17.320 What I mean is you would think it was set up for an expose and readers digest or do it yourself and playboy 35 00:03:19.280 --> 00:03:24.940 Theology nowadays is scientific now think about Moses and the burning bush 36 00:03:24.940 --> 00:03:31.440 We know it was exactly 4 p.m. Now 4 p.m. In Palestine the Sun would be 37 00:03:35.380 --> 00:03:41.880 And the bush right about here and Moses would be standing 38 00:03:46.600 --> 00:03:47.120 Here 39 00:03:47.120 --> 00:03:47.120 40 00:03:50.420 --> 00:03:53.040 We know from Simon's and that Moses was nearsighted 41 00:03:54.240 --> 00:03:58.240 Don't ask me how we know but it's an accepted back 42 00:04:01.840 --> 00:04:08.320 Now to Moses it would seem as if the bush were much closer to the Sun than it would seem to a person with normal vision, huh? 43 00:04:09.100 --> 00:04:18.200 Well, obviously this doesn't entirely explain what Moses saw to understand that we must know something about the quality of the heat waves on the Sinai Peninsula 44 00:04:18.200 --> 00:04:19.520 and the 45 00:04:19.520 --> 00:04:22.140 1964 study by car plus 46 00:04:22.140 --> 00:04:25.720 Makes that perfectly clear to us 47 00:04:25.720 --> 00:04:28.480 Sometimes I surprise myself with very strange thoughts 48 00:04:29.660 --> 00:04:35.320 They come to me when I'm walking down the street looking at people and things. I 49 00:04:35.320 --> 00:04:36.940 Get the feeling that I'm all alone 50 00:04:36.940 --> 00:04:40.020 Like I'm invisible. I 51 00:04:40.020 --> 00:04:47.140 Think no one can see me and yet I can see everything they do. I can even read their minds know their intimate thoughts 52 00:04:47.140 --> 00:04:51.200 I know where they're going what they're doing. I 53 00:04:51.200 --> 00:04:52.660 Guess you'd say I 54 00:04:52.660 --> 00:04:53.380 identify 55 00:04:54.360 --> 00:04:56.300 I do it so much. It scares me 56 00:04:57.360 --> 00:05:04.180 It's an identity crisis. I'm unsure of myself. I don't know who I am. I 57 00:05:04.180 --> 00:05:05.640 Keep pictures of myself 58 00:05:05.640 --> 00:05:12.080 My wallet's full of them and I keep checking them to make sure I'm still myself. I 59 00:05:12.080 --> 00:05:15.080 Have to look at myself in the mirror. I 60 00:05:15.080 --> 00:05:19.020 Look at myself for I don't know how long 61 00:05:19.020 --> 00:05:21.800 Sometimes I think I'm beautiful today 62 00:05:22.560 --> 00:05:26.760 And this is such a wonderful day and I've on such a lovely dress 63 00:05:28.180 --> 00:05:31.160 Unlike the style short for tight in the hips 64 00:05:31.160 --> 00:05:32.940 Or is it too tight? 65 00:05:33.960 --> 00:05:37.840 It didn't fit like this last week. Why is it so tight? 66 00:05:39.100 --> 00:05:41.860 Gaining weight I know it I'm getting lots of weight 67 00:05:43.500 --> 00:05:47.600 That's why they're looking at me because I'm fat 68 00:05:52.720 --> 00:05:58.620 Last year was a very lovely party. I can't remember what I've enjoyed myself as much 69 00:05:59.460 --> 00:06:00.940 It's funny. I don't remember 70 00:06:01.620 --> 00:06:06.800 I think I'd remember a party like that. Well, actually you do you really do 71 00:06:07.460 --> 00:06:10.000 But it's buried in your subconscious mind 72 00:06:10.000 --> 00:06:13.060 But I would guess that a psychiatrist could get you to remember 73 00:06:14.020 --> 00:06:21.260 Do you know a psychiatrist? Yeah, I guess I do well, then maybe you should go to see him be too upsetting for me 74 00:06:22.340 --> 00:06:25.440 Well, you shouldn't get upset about seeing a psychiatrist 75 00:06:26.200 --> 00:06:29.600 He's my father. Oh 76 00:06:29.600 --> 00:06:36.960 That could be a problem you'd be embarrassed to tell him anything no I'd be embarrassed because I don't have anything to tell 77 00:06:50.080 --> 00:06:50.620 Hello 78 00:06:53.160 --> 00:06:54.240 Hello I 79 00:06:54.240 --> 00:06:55.600 Know what you're doing 80 00:06:55.600 --> 00:07:00.860 Well, it's very observant of you in fact, I would say you have excellent powers of observation 81 00:07:01.440 --> 00:07:07.840 Of course, that's just a spot judgment. Actually, I have no real long-lasting knowledge of your powers of observation at all 82 00:07:07.840 --> 00:07:13.980 Do you know what I'm doing? No matter of fact, I don't I'm trying to attain some shara 83 00:07:13.980 --> 00:07:20.280 At a particular point my op-mon will unite with the Brahman. I'll be at one with the universe 84 00:07:21.680 --> 00:07:25.500 Like Donald here. He's at one with the universe 85 00:07:26.420 --> 00:07:27.960 He looks sick 86 00:07:28.480 --> 00:07:30.480 to an unbeliever perhaps 87 00:07:30.480 --> 00:07:38.200 Well, I certainly wish you the best of luck and I hope everything unites just like you wanted to I know what you're doing 88 00:07:38.200 --> 00:07:44.960 As a matter of fact, I hope you've forgotten that it might block you at becoming one with the universe. No, I haven't forgotten 89 00:07:46.280 --> 00:07:50.160 In fact, I was wondering whether I should scream or not 90 00:07:50.400 --> 00:07:56.400 Of course that would only make a lot of fuss and trouble besides it was probably only your first time 91 00:07:57.100 --> 00:07:58.920 It looks so very amateurish 92 00:08:00.100 --> 00:08:02.160 Amateurish, I mean you look so 93 00:08:03.720 --> 00:08:04.840 incompetent I 94 00:08:04.840 --> 00:08:06.620 Didn't know that 95 00:08:07.440 --> 00:08:13.020 But now that you've said so I guess I'm glad you feel that way about it glad yes 96 00:08:13.720 --> 00:08:18.380 You see I started out a few years ago by acting cool and sharp 97 00:08:19.020 --> 00:08:23.060 Not just about this kind of thing but it marked my entire character I 98 00:08:24.140 --> 00:08:27.040 Would find myself becoming terse and brief 99 00:08:27.980 --> 00:08:32.920 Well truth of the matter is I saw it was happening and I decided to change 100 00:08:33.760 --> 00:08:40.060 To become more open if you see what I mean. I became more receptive to the people and their personalities 101 00:08:40.060 --> 00:08:45.140 Everything in life even this kind of thing became more friendly and spontaneous 102 00:08:46.420 --> 00:08:46.900 I 103 00:08:46.900 --> 00:08:51.740 Suppose if you'd seen me then you would have thought that I was amateurish and incompetent 104 00:08:51.740 --> 00:08:58.260 But it wasn't true. And so I began all over again acting sharp and silent and everything. So again 105 00:08:58.260 --> 00:09:03.860 I changed now, maybe that makes me look incompetent and amateurish and I don't know what else but god 106 00:09:03.860 --> 00:09:08.320 I'm already four steps away from that and I'm not even 30 yet. Do you understand? 107 00:09:15.140 --> 00:09:15.140 108 00:09:30.840 --> 00:09:35.160 Hey mister, will you pick me up? 109 00:09:36.100 --> 00:09:39.760 It gets stuck sometimes and I'm not strong enough to pull it up 110 00:10:00.360 --> 00:10:01.880 Thank you, mister 111 00:10:46.640 --> 00:10:52.640 And where did you come from when did we start to 112 00:11:05.000 --> 00:11:07.980 But if you 113 00:11:16.400 --> 00:11:18.420 Know exactly how I feel 114 00:11:21.520 --> 00:11:27.260 There's danger in your lips there's danger in your touch your ice 115 00:11:45.140 --> 00:11:47.140 But it's still my heart 116 00:12:02.580 --> 00:12:04.740 There's danger in your hair 117 00:12:06.820 --> 00:12:08.540 There's danger in your skin 118 00:12:10.080 --> 00:12:13.060 There's danger when I walk 119 00:12:13.660 --> 00:12:15.420 Places you have 120 00:12:22.740 --> 00:12:27.940 Tell me that you'll swear to love me 121 00:12:28.560 --> 00:12:33.140 And I love you 122 00:12:41.460 --> 00:12:48.700 You know don't you how I've been making a very conscious effort lately to achieve a warm appreciation of all humanity. Yes 123 00:12:48.700 --> 00:12:54.240 Well now I think that very gradually I'm beginning to feel the whole thing swing back the other way 124 00:13:01.100 --> 00:13:01.660 I 125 00:13:01.660 --> 00:13:03.720 Don't mean to imply that you're doing anything wrong 126 00:13:04.600 --> 00:13:08.000 But did you ever think that by being indecisive like that? 127 00:13:08.120 --> 00:13:12.880 You might tend to diminish the confidence people might otherwise have in you people 128 00:13:13.440 --> 00:13:19.380 Well me I'm people and I want very badly to have confidence in you. Oh 129 00:13:19.380 --> 00:13:21.920 But you make it very difficult. Oh 130 00:13:21.920 --> 00:13:24.560 By implying that you're gonna change sometime soon 131 00:13:26.400 --> 00:13:30.460 There's this statement that I've often admired what I mean is basically 132 00:13:30.460 --> 00:13:38.920 Is that one's friends and loved ones would appreciate having a person be very much the same in the long run from day to day 133 00:13:38.920 --> 00:13:43.240 There's this statement. Oh, it could be very disconcerting. I 134 00:13:43.240 --> 00:13:48.860 Mean all the time I've known you you've been yourself and I've liked you now 135 00:13:48.860 --> 00:13:50.880 You say you want to be some other way 136 00:13:50.880 --> 00:13:53.880 And I don't know if I like it or not 137 00:13:53.880 --> 00:14:00.280 Be true first unto thine own self what that's a statement I've often admired 138 00:14:14.100 --> 00:14:18.580 I mean I used to think you were very sincere about everything you did and said 139 00:14:18.580 --> 00:14:20.540 Well almost everything 140 00:14:20.540 --> 00:14:24.820 But now when you act funny like this, I just don't know anymore 141 00:14:26.040 --> 00:14:30.940 Well, the only sensible way to look at it is that I was still sincere even about my insincerity 142 00:14:32.360 --> 00:14:34.720 Well, I'll sleep on that 143 00:14:38.100 --> 00:14:43.040 You tired Oh dad aren't you was a matter of fact, no 144 00:14:43.700 --> 00:14:49.260 In fact, I'm very much awake in a mental way. Of course. Well with me, it's very different 145 00:14:49.260 --> 00:14:52.280 I'm tired mentally as well as otherwise 146 00:14:53.100 --> 00:15:00.080 Well in spite of that and realizing it's been a very tiring night. I wonder whether you wouldn't mind moving a little bit closer 147 00:15:00.080 --> 00:15:02.900 I wouldn't mind. I really wouldn't 148 00:15:04.260 --> 00:15:08.860 But as a matter of fact, the sheet happens to be all bunched and wrinkled up 149 00:15:08.860 --> 00:15:12.360 And I'm just too tired to try to get it untangled now 150 00:15:14.100 --> 00:15:20.980 It's like I was saying before about can openers and things it's like it's mechanical and it's too much for me 151 00:15:20.980 --> 00:15:26.140 Well, you know, I don't have any such feeling about mechanical things. I could get up 152 00:15:26.140 --> 00:15:29.300 I could walk around to your side of the bed and I could get in 153 00:15:29.300 --> 00:15:34.660 And then we could leave the tangled part all alone and maybe we work itself out by morning 154 00:15:37.920 --> 00:15:39.520 You're putting me on 155 00:15:53.460 --> 00:15:54.860 You